School year angst

I am excited for the next school year, not only because I am so poor but also, because I am going to have some fun classes. Now, the title of the Blog is clearly Angst, meanin' that I am worried, which is totally because I accidentally took the same class over and didnt even get as good or better of a grade as the one attempt I had made on it in the Spring of 2011 semester at Idaho State. I am also kind of worried because my Credit hours is only up to 60 after this summer course if I can squeak out a D in my NTD class... which seems weird because I did good on all the assignments like usually but I didnt take the first 2 exams due to forgetting which days they were on and the starting times... Totally bummed about that. So Now, I am hoping that I can get like a 84 or higher on my final project, which I did do B work on, but not too sure if I will get it since I think the grade is going to be one that makes or breaks me and I know I didnt deserve to retake a class on accident and do worse only to miss the first 2 major exams and then kind of squeak by the class's final and then to hope to get lucky on the final project. Though I dont think I am doing work that is not good enough to earn a degree at all, just that I am worried that this is going to be on my credits. Kind of embarrassing. Anyhow, I have lost about 80 pounds and have actually been having women look at me in not totally bored mode anymore, but I really cant imagine what the deal ever was that I was so awful to look at, so it is going just as slow as ever in the whole have fun look for the one department. I am still without a job, so I hope to get one soon. Until next time!

Updates

I am surprised by the way things are going.. BYU is gonna have another 9-3 or 4 season.. My brother is making great gains at the gym, moreso than I as I have taken the summer off, Ive been the victim of burgulary about 6 times, and I may have to take incompletes this semester after battling the swine flu for about 2 months... I digress. Still no great women to report and I am afraid that time is not something I should be counting on to pull one out on . I have met most of my old Girl friends on facebook though and of all of them maybe about half are married so I don't feel all alone in the relationship department. I have been trying to get a job so i can start making payments on my school loans and so i can get a new car but alas, things dont have it that way just yet...I did get ranked as high as 7th on the worldwide facebook predict and am currently 34th outta like a million and a half people so I am persistent and can excell but I don't really think that is a marketable skill..... Anyways I hope to get this school thing figured out soon and then make my way back into some easy classes next semester.

some weird faith

I have recently been putting posts about how much I like BYU sports and now they have decided that I can't. O well alls fair in Love and war. I don't think that People with Tattoos of BYU or a website where the main responses who critiscize a pro HC post are allowed to keep their post status. I like how the world will listen to people who are willing to celebrate the evil as a way of demonstrating their sheerness are allowed(catholics strike me this way) to maintain a flaunt*sic Haunt for Satan and his minions. O well I, get to have more time to think about the fun things I cant yet say I have done...

Daily Schedules, hopes, and goals

I am having fun and wanted to write as I finished my History test this morning so that's why I am up so early. This is the first time this week I am not going to Golds to do cardio, but I really can't. I have to go thru all the History 118 material and take a quiz and it will be hard because I didn't go to class on Tuesday and the test closes by 4 or 5PM this evening. I am doing pretty good in the class and have been going over the information on the other chapters but not for this one. I also played some World of Warcraft yesterday and I leveled up on it. I have an English movie review paper due on the 18th or 19th of Februaruy so I have to get going on some important things here soon and I do not want to end up with another B average semester. I had a Teacher last Semester who was so spiteful that he gave me a C+ on my final grade. I am going to make sure that the teachers at my Division 2 school have no excuse, and have to give me a grade that will help me make it to Medical School in the future. I am also making some seriousness in my life so I can meet people who are motivated to get things done as opposed to have things handed to them types. I guess I wont be seeing any of the people I have tried to get a response from..! Everyone wrote me back asking what I was talking about or just apologizing, I want structure, always have. I dont know what to expect but I know what to demand.

For the Record

I have just started doing this for my own amusement and saturation. I really enjoy hearing the way others are and could not wait to make a blog of my own. I have other things that I like to write on on the internet such as Facebook and Myspace and LDSFUSION.com and Deep shades of blue and yahoo and hotmail and Halowars and Xbox.com and Idaho State University and Youtube and ebay and EAsportsworld and The Dragons den and LDSpals.com and ESPNsports nation and OXM and cosplay.com and Gamecrazy and GoldsGYM and StarWarsthe OldRepublic and HeroHQ forums and I want to find a community place for my World of Warcraft Character. I am 28 and have been in Pocatello Idaho in the USA for the last 10 years. I am a LatterDaySaint Christian and read and write in my journal, for school, and for fun. I have done many things that are of ill repute and have done many things that are of a Christlike attitude. I am understanding the different people in the world less and less as days continue and am beginning to make space for myself in the course of human events. I lift weights 1 to 6 times a week at 2 places in Pocatello, either the Parks and Rec center or at the Golds Gym. I have 3 friends. My best friend is my Landlord Shane Booth or Shaneicus as I call him. My next best friend is Sterling Broadhead with whom I lift occasionally at the Golds GYM. My other friend is My Councilor Greg Neagle, who I liftr with at the Parks and Rec. I also am fairly close to my brother Andy. I attend Idaho State University and am a Freshman with a 3.00GPA after not attending school for the last 10 years after highschool. I am hoping to get a dietetics degree and then a Physical Therapy Degree and finally to attend Medical School. I was raised in the Eastern United States in mainly Kentucky and Tennessee. I have no friends from that region though I do have a few contacts. I play World of Warcraft and have an XBOX360 and play online there also. I LOVE sports and Hiking and Boy Scouts and camping. I am an Eagle Scout and have a Meritous Lifesaving award. I got my G.E.D. and attended High School in Johnson City Tennessee and Orem Utah. I have had a job at Western Watts,Pizza Hut, Chuck E Cheese, Deseret Industries, Domino's, Taco Johns, Portneuf Valley Rehab, Bannock Hospital LTC and TCU, Quality Home Health, Beacon Hospital, Developmental Options, Arctic Circle, Pocatello Taxi, Jack in the Box, Blackfoot South Hospital, and Teleperformance of Idaho. I have 1 brother who is younger than me and a little sister who is like 8 years younger than me. My parents were married in the Los Angeles Temple and both have Masters Degrees. My father is a Doctor and works for a Hospital in Montana. My brother is going to be a Spanish translator for the Local Hospital while his wife finishes her Masters of Chemistry in Provo Utah. My Dads' side of the family is direct descendants of the Mayflower and Pioneers while my Moms family are all Pioneers. I am 5ft 7 1/2 and weigh approximately 287 pounds. I have put on weight since lifting and have a very active background excepting the last 7 years. I played basketball from the 5th grade on until my Senior year and played baseball from 5th to 6th grade and then again my Junior year. I have been to the Anasazi Outdoor wilderness experience 2 times and have learned much about my abilitiy to survive from that. I have a 1995 Mitsubishi Mirage coupe S and the longest distance I have driven is from Pocatello to Salt Lake City. Which I have done 5 or 6 times. I have never been on an Ocean Cruiser and have never flown an airplane though i had a Frequent Flyer card for Delta in my youth. I like to eat rice and oranges. I have had several girlfriends but no steady women in my life.